Will post full report later, promise!

(Not like that time when I went camping and said I'd post pictures but never did, haha.)

First day at work, 8-4

I AM SO TIRED AHAHAHA

Eight-hour shift and on-the-spot-figuring-out-what-you're-doing-before-the-customer-yells-at-you training.


Wow I really don't like cranky adults during lunchtime |:
It's like DUDE GET OUT OF MY FACE, I've only been here for three hours ffffffff


Breakfast was nice, though.

Serving coffee to sweet old people, tee hee.

Dear holy god

I finished Eyeshield 21.

30 minutes ago.





excuse me, I still can't stop crying hahahaha orz
The overwhelming sadness that overcame me upon the realization that something I've been supporting and following and loved for so long has now come to an end, combined with the ending of the series just.. AGH, it came in contact with my estrogen and I sporadically combusted into a fit of manly passionate tears.

Absolutely crazy.



I love Eyeshield 21.

Bugs are unpleasant and make me cry a little.

Th-There were so many in the washrooms that I was actually holding it all in so I wouldn't have to look at another cicada while I was going about my business OTL

I DON'T LIKE BEING WATCHED WHILE I PEE OKAY especially when they start fluttering their wings at me ugh. Makes me think they're getting aroused by the tinkling.

will post pictures later, I just got home four hours ago and I'm tired tired tired tired

Dude I hate teenage drama it's like GET OUT OF MY FACE MAN I DON'T CARE

Seriously I'd really rather not get involved because that's not the kind of person I am but other people keep dragging me in there and I am so confused right now ugh ugh ugh teenagers suck

But other than that, things are fine.
...sort of kind of not really dangit
 

Heeeyyyyy guys I've been 14 for like.. four days.

Wooo!

My birthday party was pretty rad, I got some really awesome presents ;A;

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD MY FRIEND GOT ME TENGEN TOPPA GURREN LAGANN AND GOODNESS GRACIOUS
IT'S SO RAD, I CAN'T STOP PLAYING WITH IT. It's so so so so cool ;__; The flames coming out from the back are so gar, and they should have made it glow in the dark ;n;
I got money from a few people, and MY BEST FRIEND GOT ME ANNA SUI THINGS QAQ 
WHY SO EXPENSIVE.
My buddy Sam bought me this adorable little purse and a GIGANTIC Toblerone bar that's thicker than my arm and I was like "woah what". I haven't tried eating it yet, I might break my jaw in the process ):
There was also this cutesy mini-makeup kit that I'll probably never use because it's too cute.
...that, and I have no idea how to apply makeup. *fails as a girl*


I had a really good birthday, though.
Yay <3

Dude my teacher blew them all out with one breath and we were like "WHAT"

But, holy crap, best surprise birthday party EVER. Last period, we're always in homeroom, so before we came in, my friends got the cake and I was filming their grand entrance with the gigantic fire hazard of a cake. Let me tell you, seeing 37 candles all bunched together on a small cake, fully lit, is a magnificent sight, but if they dropped it, then OH SHI--
Haha, it was a lot of fun! My teacher was so SHOCKED but then he was all smiles and giggles. When they got close enough his face went like this |: and then he tried counting the candles LOL. Then he blew out all of the candles and we were like YAAAAAAAAAY WOOHOO *LAUNCHES INTO A THIRD ROUND OF 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'*
We ate the cake, and it was delicious, but we didn't have any forks, so we just had to shove our faces right in there lmao;; I HAVE THE BEST CANDID SHOTS OF PEOPLE  WITH MOUTHFULS OF CAKE, ACTUALLY 8D *thumbs up*
Afterwards, we took pictures, finished our slices of cake and the cupcakes he brought in, and then took more pictures!
He opened his presents, read the cards we all signed, and then we all went home feeling good |D yeaahhh

 

Uhhh I wore my new outfits yesterday and today and goodness gracious everybody was like UWOAH JEAN YOU LOOK SO AWESOME and I'm not used to compliments when it comes to clothing so I just stood there and looked at the floor and was like "Y-You think so? Um, thanks.. /////" oh my god;;

Also, in Language Arts, we had to make scripts based on real life events and we got to choose from Irina Ratushinskaya or Nelson Mandela. I chose Irina because her story was more vague, so I could just fill in the details with whatever I wanted :}D honhon
HERE'S A PART OF IT underneath the cut. woooo!
 

SHOPPPPPPPIIINNNGGG oh my god

I used to HATE shopping because my parents would always pick out crap I didn't want and force it on me anyways. But once I got my own money and got the a-okay to spend it, shopping is like.. the greatest thing ever. I raided two stores with seventy dollars in hand honhonhon :{D I got myself a new pair of jeans, three necklaces, a scarf, the most awesome top ever, and a midriff-cardigan.... thing. Also some small presents for a SPECIAL PERSON whose birthday is coming up in a few weeks eheeee <3
 

HOLY CRAP YOU GUYS I'M ACTUALLY ACCOMPLISHING MY RESOLUTIONS
 

THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE
ASDJSLDJFLAKFSDLKjf

I was optimistic for like.. three days STRAIGHT. I WAS SO HAPPY AND IT WAS ABSOLUTE INSANITY because I was going through some really rough times then, and in a situation where I'd just sit and cry for hours on end, I cheered up and doodled and laughed danced to my favorite songs and it was.. awesome.
Like, super awesome.
It's like drugs. But with no side effects. ROCKIN'.

AND I'M TRYING HARDER AT THINGS! Today in hockey I volunteered to be goalie (alksjfd since no one else wanted to do it) and the padding was SO DIFFICULT TO PUT ON/ MOVE IN OTL;; I let two goals in (SHUT UP I CAN'T MOVE MY ARMS AND LEGS BECAUSE OF THE GOALIE GEAR) accidentally but I blocked a lot of shots so I TRIED HARD ENOUGH and did very well (by my standards, anyways.)

I will keep trying my hardest! And if Photobucket stops being an a-hole, I'll try and post some more retarded pictures! 8D woohooo

so yes what is up evellybuddy.

I am so totally in love with Planetarium, oh my dear holy god. Fujiwara's voice is so.. I don't know, different from what you normally hear and it's just so relaxing. It's fantastic, really. You guys should check it out. Plus, Sailing Day's video is just hilariously awesome. There's a LEGION OF LUFFIES (or, well, people dressed up as Luffy) COMING FROM NOWHERE and they just like.. WOOSH through. Then random schoolgirls. Then some guys who look like they're about to mug/ kill/ rape the band members and then OH GOD YOU GUYS THE PO-PO CRAP RUN EVERYBODY!

also Cooking? Cooking! by Super Junior is hot go watch the video now and admire Sungmin's cuteness.
And Shindong's retarded hair which I, ironically, fell in love with :C I CAN'T HELP BUT LOVE THE BIG GUY OKAY
 

Well, first day back to school was actually pretty good. Minus phys. ed, of course |:;; oh my god
I was partnered up with one of the THUPER POPULAR TOO-COOL-FOR-YOU jockheads and he SMELLS REALLY BAD ;__; OTL
But you know he didn't say much and I did better than him (WHAT THE FECK  YOU GUYS WHAT THE FECK that is like, impossible because I'm so unfit orz orz orz orz orz and he plays hockey and basketball and orz wtf i just draw omfggg)

Yes sir yes sir we have two new pieces for band and I think I'm going to cry because they're not that easy, and I'm sure I could take the challenge, but as an overall band, I'm kind of worried ;_; A lot of people don't practice and the song is really delicate so even one screw up could mess with everything oh nooooo
Oh, well, it's okay, I'm sure we'll pull through somehow. GOTTA KEEP FIGHTING!

I'm reading three books at once and I'm getting pulled back into the second one I started, haha. Reading the House of the Scorpion by Nancy Farmer. (That is such a hilarious name, omg hahahaksjfha). Very interesting book, and I regret putting it off until now.

I'm going to be forcing myself to draw these next few days so WATCH OUT! If I can get some of my friends to stick some stuff in their Photobucket, I'm going to be posting WIPs here! :'D

Well, it's getting late, I must be going. (even though I toss and turn most of the night OTL)
'Till next time!
 

God stupid teachers who assign tests RIGHT AFTER the freaking break and give freaking homework uughhh
 

DON'T YOU GUYS HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO WITH YOUR LIVES? SERIOUSLY
get yourselves dogs or something jeez ffffffffff askjfsakljdlhgas;fsdg ):

back to studying I guess *kills self*


BUT ON THE BRIGHT SIDE (F'ING RESOLUTIONS) AT LEAST I'VE GOT.. SOMETHING TO DO because I'm getting kind of bored, but you know, homework isn't really my idea of entertainment. Especially science homework. *LOATHES SCIENCE WITH A VENGEANCE*
Maybe tomorrow I'll take my guitar out from its hiding place and teach myself how to play something.
 

HAPPY NEW YEAR! ヾ(´▽｀) ♥
woohoooo :'D

heck yeah some resolutions:

1) LOSE SOME F'ING WEIGHT.
2) Try harder at everything ( I'm looking at you, sports |:;; orz )
3) Draw more, and improve.
4) T.. Try not to procrastinate so often.. ( I make no promises on this one )
5) WORK HARDER BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE COUNTING ON ME! I'm not going to let anybody down this year - this I can guarantee!
6) To be more optimistic! Life is friggin' awesome. We fall on our way sometimes, but that doesn't matter. All that matters is how we can get back up again and continue walking.
7) Get better grades, and not slack on my schoolwork.

AWW YEAH. Kickin' off the new year by trying to do the impossible and see the invisible! ROW ROW FIGHT THE POWER!

I will kick reason to the curb and overcome all impossibilities! I will break the unbreakable walls and fight the power! I'm not going to back down! I will take life by the throat and punch it in the nuts if I have to! I'm going to try my hardest and succeed!

P.S. JL YOU ROCKED MY SOCKS OFF IN THAT 3 AM PCHAT WE HAD ON MSN AFTER BOTH OF OUR COUNTDOWNS FFFF
BEST WAY TO START THE NEW YEAR, HECK YEAHHHH *AZNFIVE*


Catch y'all on the flip side! :'D byebye!
*drowns self in Super Junior music*

DUUUUUDE I'M ACTUALLY DRAWING
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA yes yes yes yes yes this is awesome

I was forced to clean my room, and you know what, I don't mind, this time!
I've got new bedsheets, a new sound system set up on my new organizational cubes, and all of the clutter and junk is gone! Good feeling, yes. I spent the day cleaning, and I started drawing a while ago. I'm gonna go work on my story in a little bit, after a nice, refreshing shower.


happy happy happy new year everybodyyyy!! ♥ ♥ ♥
best wishes. <:

Okay, well, I tried drawing for the first time since..
...... very long time. |:

Uh, kind of failed, and now I don't really know what to do.

I guess I'll try again. Maybe it'll work out, who knows~ Just gotta keep fighting!

And, I watched the final three episodes of Kannagi today. That was such a cute anime, ahhaha. Immensely satisfying, and it was just.. fun. The opening omfg I danced to it everytime HAHAHAA OTL
Also spawned the greatest conversations ever with Rina, because of the quotes. holy cow "It's a Sony" was the topic of discussion for weeks.
The characters stole my heart away :C Especially Jin, Akiba and Daitetsu. ffffffffffffffffffff
Oh man Daitetsu had so many suggestive stillframes involving him and Jin, IT WAS GREAT LOL. Especially that one part where he took off his shirt and then Jin was staring at his back with a c: > face. I bet you he was thinking "oh god Daitetsu brought sexyback."
LOLOLOLOLOL GET IT LOLO--

Whoever's reading this, here, have this:

Jean says:
HAVE FUN WITH YOUR OFFICIAL LISCENCE (HOWEVER THE HECK YOU SPELL IT *BEATS UP ENGLISH*) JL //kurostian says:
HAHAHA fuck you english suck my non existant testicles



 

...I'M COLD.

I WAS LIKE "'KAY I SWEAR I AM GOING TO KEEP THIS UPDATED REGULARLY"

'kay well yeah i kinda lied. *keeps forgetting*
not like anybody reads this crap anyways ;_; JUST DOING THIS FOR MY OWN GOOD SO I REMEMBER THINGS.
 

WELL ANYWAYS HECK YEAH CHRISTMAS WAS.. GOOD!

Great, presentwise, but the thing that people are always talking about wasn't there. I usually think that the HOLIDAY SPIRIT crap is a load of bull but that' s actually what was missing. ): Felt pretty stupid and I was just.. wondering why it didn't feel so cheerful the week before Christmas. sulk sulk sulk. It was kinda weird, receiving tons of awesome stuff and feeling empty at the same time.

BUT WELL I GOT A CELLPHONE SO S'ALRIGHT.
and oh man oh man the sexiest Coach wristlet. SO SEXY OH MY GOD AHHHHHH Q___Q
and FREAKING SPEAKERS FOR CRYING OUT LOUD I WAS LIKE "WHATTHEFU--- NO WAY"

I would post pictures but Photobucket's being an a-hole. ):

And now I'm back to writing that story that only two people have read. ( well, +my teacher.)
boredom whyyyyyy
 

FLAKSFJLSKDGHLSNHOAHGOASGH

ANNIE WENT SO WELL I CAN'T BELIEVE IT AGHHH
AHHHHHHHHH HOLY CRAP I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW MUCH OF A GOOD TIME ALL OF US HAD ON THE STAGE

IT WAS JUST FAN-FREAKING-TASTIC.
Oh man our director cried and all and when I had my little solo she laughed her butt off and that means I did a good job 'cause people were supposed to laugh and ksdjhgaoeigj*%U

Still so excited, still so, so, so, excited, basking in the afterglow.

I will never forget this day.

I love theatre and I completely commit to it but I do not like Saturday rehearsals at all ):
BUT I'M GLAD THEY EXIST because we have more time to run the show and oh my god it's going so wellll ;_;
I GOT A FEW POSITIVE NOTES YAY
but now i'm tired ahhahaha *passes out*

And uhh, yesterday the sexiest car I have ever laid my eyes on appears and I'm like *DROOL*
GOD, if only I knew more about cars ]:

dude today was pajama day at school

We wasted an entire period just sitting in the gym in our pjs, reading books.
Afterwards, we got ICE CREAM SUNDAES.
dude, SCORE.